well today after school went to tampines one with angie as i wanted to buy a bag for my project's goodie bag. so yeah. hmm. ten after buying the bag, angie went back home while i went over to yanling jie's house as we going to kbox at E!Hub and we already booked the place le. so yeah. haha. had instant noodles at ah jie de house first before going out. haha. lol. and we took bus 21 to downtown and we walked to E!Hub. and here comes our 3rd session of kbox together. haha!  it was so much fun! and then we only paid 8 bucks each nett inclusive of the cover charge, drinks, tibits and KOD charge too. this is one of their promotion going on till feburary don't know when. can't remember le. but you guys can check out at the kbox website. so yeah. haha. lol. we sang from 2pm all the way till 7pm. haha. then after that we all took bus 15 back to my house. and then ah jie bought mcdonalds for her dinner at the mcdonalds opposite my block. so yeah. then she ate her dinner at my house and while i ate mine too. haha. then after dinner, she slacked at my house for awhile before she went out again to meet her friend at the nearby mcdonalds. so yeah. hmm. anyway had fun today with ah jie and i sound totally different when i was singing SHE's songs. hahaha!!!   that's what yanling jie said lah and i find it quite true though. LOLOLOL!!!  oh well... haha... anyway finally done with my excel test for today and i hope i can score on this paper bah as i have confident i can say. so yeah. as long as my formulas and my functions did correctly, guess the rest shouldn't be a problem bah. so yeah. hmm. alright, gonna go play maple awhile before i go watch the taiwan drama show at 11pm on channel 8. so yup~

anyway today after school i jiu go home le. haha. took bus 31 with isabella and angie. haha. and then we had our progress test units 7 and 8 today and then a lot of us never study think cause due to the application of poly today and guess that all of us were like thinking wad courses and what poly to choose from. so yeah. haha. lol. then this morning the application for ITE people like us was opened. and then i was nervous like mad. wondering why also. LOL!  anyway i had submit my choices le. hopefully the first choice i can enter in bah. i filled up all the 5 choices. so yeah. haha. well most of my classmates submitted their applications today. so yeah. hmm. well anyway i gonna go play maple. it has been a while i play maple le. so ya. haha. gonna play with kia wei later. so yeah. haha. MAPLE HERE I COME!!!!

anyway went out this afternoon to kia wei's house to find him. hmm. when i reached his house he was playing his maple character. LOL! he was playing KOC. haha. so yeah. hmm. then he was on x2 exp as there was like 1 hour of x2 exp. so yeah. haha. lol. really long time bo touch maple le. haha. kind of lost touch also. LOL!!!  and then i watched him playing his maple while i was munching away on my potato chips that i had bought last week and was watching tv too. haha. lol. well then around 6pm plus went down for dinner with kia wei and with his father too. haha. we walked to near eunice area there and makan our dinner there. haha. lol. and i had pig stomach soup with rice. haha. and then short form i call it "PSS" sia. LOLOLOLOL!!!!  well his father went back home first as me and kia wei were still eating. so yeah. then after our dinner we went to this nearby bubble tea shop and bought something for ourselves. haha. i bought cheese fries while kia wei bought a pearl milk tea for himself. so yeah. haha. and then we were laughing when we were walking back to his house. so yeah. haha. funny sia our conversation. haha!!!  anyway went back home at around 8pm plus. so yeah. hmm. and also tomorrow morning gonna apply for poly courses le. had my mind made up le bah i guess after consulting kia wei and he advised me on how to put my choices according to what i wanted to put. so yup. thank you my dear for giving me your precious half an hour of time to advise me on the choices that i should make. so yeah.  and i hope you are sleeping tight now~  MUACKS!!!   =)

went out today to meet kia wei at eunos platform at 12pm plus. then we took mrt train down to cityhall and then we walked to suntec city to have lunch and we went to Just Noodles to makan our lunch. haha. lol. and then after lunch we went shopping around for his new year clothes. so yeah. haha. then he bought 2 button tops from cotton on. and he look really nice in them. haha. and then after that we went walking around finding the belt that he wanted and we saw this belt at Fox. but then kia wei decided to continue to walk around first to see if there are others. so yeah. then we walked walked walked till arcade there and then we went inside to play maximum tune. LOLOLOL!!!  and then we played for awhile. haha. then after that walked over to marina square to find his belt again.then after finding for awhile, we still end up at the Fox shop to buy his belt. LOL!!!  then after buying his belt, we were thinking to have our dinner and so we walked round and round marina square and then finally decided to settle our dinner at Sakae Sushi. haha. and then we eat until very full sia. haha. long time never eat Sakae Sushi le. even though today was my second but yeah. haha. finally had the chance to eat their main course as last time i only ate the buffet there. so yup. haha. then after dinner, we went to esplanade roof terrence to slack awhile before we headed back home. we took mrt train back home. haha. he got off at eunos and i got off at tampines as usual. lol. well anyway had a great day with him today and it is our 3rd month anniversary today and so just wanna say HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!!  hope you enjoyed today as well as i do....   =)

well today after school went to tampines mall with angie as she wanted to have lunch so i accompany her to long john silvers to makan while i watched her eat. so yeah. then we saw nicholas, yong ming, michelle, nelson and esther at tampines mall also. but i don't think they saw us also. so yeah. LOL~  well went back home at around 2pm like that. then i faster chiong back home changed and went out again as i went over to downtown east to meet kia wei as we watching movie together. so yup. hmm. we watched "Legion" and the ending was like quite lame though. haha. but the movie to me still not bad bah. even though a bit don't understand what is it talking about but i guess i roughly get the idea of it bah. so yeah. hmm. then after watching the movie we went to Zone X arcade to play maximum tune. and then i was owned by kia wei. LOL!!!  he play my ghost mode in wangan and he won sia. haha. oh my god. i sian diao lo. then when i rematch back, i lose to his ghost for freaking 3 times and after that kia wei helped me played and he won sia. O.O  stunt right?  my own car i can't win sia.  o.O  think i too nervous le and somemore his car's pick up speed is faster than mine. i always wondered why skylines and lancers can always win the pick up speed and their horse power is like free de. LOL!~  oh well. haha. nevermind. not important anyway. hahaha~  well after finished playing the maximum tune we went to fish and co express to makan a bit. and i ate very slowly sia. what the hell... o.O  well after that, we walked to pasir ris interchange and then waited for bus 15 to go back home. so yeah. hmm. anyway next monday is chinese new year and also valentine's day. will you guys forgo your ang baos and spend this day with your love ones or would you all rather go house visiting and get your ang baos or maybe both go house visiting and collect ang baos together?  haha!!!

dear onsugar,

this is my first ranting to you so please bear with me for awhile. have been thinking a lot lately and i just couldn't stop thinking. whether am i just thinking too much or am i just daydreaming about and so on. but its time for me to face the reality sooner or later. no point running away from it. i am going to graduate from my school soon after my final exams on 9 march if everything goes well. i cried yesterday night when i was looking at the piglet that kia wei had bought for me that time for christmas present and i hugged it till very tight and after that i started crying already. was wondering why i cried yesterday night too but i guess cause i miss him too much or maybe i am too afraid that i might lose him someday and so... i just couldn't concentrate on anything now. even if my body is here but my heart isn't with me anyway. like a empty skull and skeleton combined. entered class without a soul. and my mind is drifting away badly... just cannot stop thinking about it and its making me mad somehow.

plucked into my earpiece eveytime i worked on my excel assignments hoping that i will not think about those unecessary stuffs. but in the end, i still think about it. hate myself for that. sometimes i am just wondering if i can just be like any other girls out there having fun without thinking so much. free from troubles and stuffs. but somehow i am just not being this way. am i just finding my own problems myself or am i just....like i say...thinking too much... things just come and go. its just a matter of time. so far, i am happy with what i have now.  i have this very nice boyfriend which always try to make me smile whenever i am feeling down or whatsoever. feel really glad to have him as my boyfriend. never once regret to have know him. he is humorous, caring, nice, helpful and everything nice that i can think of.   =)  

and tomorrow will be our 3rd month. these past 3 months, i am really happy being with him even though i was really worried when he wasn't feeling well for like the past 2 weeks bah. but neverthless he is still my beloved silly boy.  putting my head down and went into deep thoughts. reflecting myself for being human for the past 20 years. what have i achieved so far and so on. did well during my Nitec days and i feel proud of myself. did everything that i like. played maximum tune and joined MHR last year. pull myself up when everything has gone so wrong for me. managed to stand up upon falling down. get back my appetite and i am growing fat now. helped my friends through their troubles, been there for them. made new friends in school. have a very nice to me de gan jie. shared my troubles and sorrows with her since last year. had this very great kaka of mine too. she has known me ever since secondary 3 bah. even though we have been in the same class during secondary 1 but we never have the chance to get to know each other well. so yup. and finally we were closer when we are in the same mother tongue class during secondary 3 and 4 time. really love her to the fullest.

all i want to say is that...i just wanna be happy with what i have now...so....

520....

anyway after school today went back home straight. and no sports and wellness today. so yeah. everyone was like shocked cause we all thought today got sports and wellness and so some of us brought shoes to change and stuffs. so ya. haha. lol. well i took bus 31 with angie and isabella. so yeah. lol. then after that reached tampines interchange le i bought my honey green tea from sweettalk and then i waited for bus 291 to go back home le. so yeah. haha. and today's AOA class, everyone was like panicking on how to do the excel and the formulas and condition formatting and all those functions and etc. whole class like all chionging suddenly. wondering why also... but think maybe because next tuesday is our finaly CA for AOA which is on Excel. so yeah lo. we are all trying to figure out how to do and stuffs. and very fast, next week sunday is Chinese New Year already. LOL~  can't imagine so fast jiu February le. haha. its like i still though is January sia. LOLOLOL~~~  and very soon i'm gonna turn 21 this year... kind of can't wait for my birthday to come and at the same time hoping time don't fly so fast. as its kind of scary though. LOL!!!  well really hope this year would be a good one for me bah. hmm.

就有人趁经更我说过，你很爱很爱的那个人，他/她并没有比你爱他们的还要多，但是你不爱的人却又是那个很爱你的人。 是不是觉得很好笑？ 你们有听说过吗？ 我本身觉得爱一个人比那个人爱你还要幸福。 我现在就很爱这个人。 我是真的真的很爱他。。。

PS： 我不知道你会不会看我的博客，但是我只要让你知道，我的心里就只有你一个人。我已经无法自拔了。 全世界都可以不管我，可是你不能不管我，因为你对我来说比任何事都来得重要。 可能你会觉得你不是我的最佳男朋友或者你会觉得你不是最完美的男生。 可是，你在我的心幕中已经是我最完美的男朋友了。 我好想当一颗树，因为这样子我才可以永远永远的呆在你的身边陪着你，爱着你。 风吹雨打都难不倒我。 永远都能留你的身边关心你，照顾你。 有我爱你就够了。。。  到最后，我只想大声对你说，我爱你！！！~  你永远都要记得，我就是那个最爱你的人！  =）

anyway today after school i went over to kia wei's place as he today book out around 12pm as he got half day off. so yeah. hmm. well went to his house at around 3pm plus and reached his place at about 4pm. and then i slacked at his house till 7pm plus and then i went back home le. then kia wei pei me waited for bus 8 to go back home. so yeah. hmm. 4 weeks plus more to graduating le. kind of can't bear to say goodbye to my school though. but in the end i will still have to move on no matter what. so ya. *sigh*  life for me till now has been the same. has already move on and living my own life right now. so yeah. wanna faster get out of this school and relax myself. ha~~~