argh!!!  have been having headache for the whole fucking day sia. how to study my PRN CA for tomorrow?!!!  KNS!!!!

STOP THE HEADACHE PLEASE!!!!  I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE ALREADY!!!!

ahhh~ i am fucking bored and ficking stress. why must PRN CA on tomorrow sia. cannot fully enjoy my weekends. knnbccb! FUCK!!!! argh! shit. am i having my PMS or something? kns lah. fuck!  i want to go out and destress!!!! i hate exams and i hate tests. i hate singapore education system!  *sigh*  who can tell me a joke now and make me laugh sia. argh~ fucking hate it!~  i feel so bored now. argh!~  o.o  suddenly i feel like crying...?  what the fuck?!  lame shit me. what things can i do to make myself feel happy sia? hmm. i really wondering. ahh~ nevermind~  think i better go study even though i fucking hate studying!!!  =(

well just came back home from outside. lol. haha. guess lately i have been back home damn freaking late sia. LOL~  well nowadays keep cabbing home and then kia wei have to send me back home first before he went back home. i feel so bad sia. sorry kia wei.  =(   always like trouble you like that. o.o  really sorry and pai sei.  =(   anyway yesterday went out around 4pm plus to meet kia wei at tampines interchange. then he followed me down to cityhall and we went to esplanade library cause i wanna study for my PRN CA which is on next Monday. so yeah. haha. then around 7pm plus went over to marina square to have dinner together at long john silvers. so yeah. hmm. then after that went to roof terrence to slack. slack until around 12am plus and then went back home le. and we like cabbed back home again. o.o   LOL~  so yeah.  hmm.

suddenly i felt that i had learnt a lot of things from my friends there. i still remebered i cried outside plaza singapura when i was out with sherminh to play maximum tune at dhoby ghuat area there. i cried because suddenly i thought of you and your classmates who celebrated my birthday with me. and all of us were there. that was the day when i felt that i am being noticed once again. even though sometimes i may think back of the past, but yet i still have to move on. and i am happy that i did it. i am really happy that i finally never shed any tears for you anymore. i'm stronger and i will be even stronger. and i don't want to disappoint the people around me especially those who really care about me. these few years, whatever bad things i had already experienced and nothing is going to beat me down anymore. look forward and expect the unexpected. impossible is nothing and nothing is impossible. look forward and never turn back cause what you have to care now is your present, your future and not your past anymore...

well went out at night around 7pm plus yesterday to go downtown east to meet kia wei. cause i wanna buy my slippers so i pull him go with me. LOL!  sounded like so bad sia. haha. lol. after that went to Zone X arcade to see people play maximum tune. haha. so yeah. then slacked around at pasir ris area until 2am plus then we went back home. LOL~  reached home also round 3am le. haha. use computer till 4am plus then i went to sleep le. and then i never went for the Nebo Quest 2009 cause i was really too tired and i wanna study for the PRN CA for monday. so yeah. going out later to study. so yeah. sheesh~ stress man~  o.O

phew~ today the AOA CA is over already~  woohoo!  time for me to enjoy a little. LOL!  but monday still got the PRN CA leh. sian~  o.o  *sigh* well nevermind at least today de CA over le~  haha. lol. and today it rained again. o.o when can i have a day when it is not raining de ma? sad leh. always rain de. sheesh~ make me even feel more like sleeping than ever sia. haha. oh well. what to do. now is monsoon season. always like this when it comes to the end of the year. haha. lol. and its so fast sia. coming to the end of year 2009 le. haha. and next year is year 2010 le. woohoo!  SHIOK!!! haha. new year, new beginning. haha. yeah man. so far so good. i am already moving forward. learnt of things this year. even though through the hard way but its all worth while!  many things happened this year. and to me, its a test bah. so yeah. haha. stay happy is the most important thing. no point brooding the past when its already gone. so yeah. head infront and dash forward!  and that's what i am doing now.  (:   everyday is a new day!  and i just wanna be me.  =)

haha. anyway after school went to bedok with sheena to makan our late lunch and also followed her go buy her stuffs. then haflway when we eating, sheena saw fabian and so she ran over to call him. LOL! then after that fabian came over to join us. haha. and he watched us eat. LOLOLOL~  after i eat finish, we walked around to look for sweets and other part stuffs. so yeah. hmm. then after that we went back home le. sheena took another way and i took the other way. haha. then when i reached back home, i faster changed out and went out again at around 5pm plus to meet kia wei at tampines interchange. cause i pull him pei me go buy yoyo de food. so yeah. LOLOLOL~  zek ark de me. haha. nevermind. LOL~! anyway after that i went back home le. actually wanna go buy my havanas slippers de. but then cause i lazy go E!Hub just now. so think going tomorrow bah. so yeah. haha. tomorrow having AOA CA after school at 2pm. must jiayou le!  jiayou jiayou AP!!!  (:

never explain yourself to anyone.

because the person who likes you doesnt need it;

and the person who dislikes you wont believe it~